I've tried to find ways to explore my daily battles and struggles with life through a variety of different avenues. Sadly my aliases would be discovered and I then found it hard to fully express how I felt. After negative posts I would have friends questioning me when I really just wanted to be left alone. About 7 years ago I began blogging and I found that very helpful. So I figured I'd try again and hope I'm not "found out". Sometimes you need to get your thoughts and feelings out into the atmosphere without being questioned.
The past week or so I've really been dealing with such a variety of thoughts and emotions. After such a hard, awful, brutal few months, (or if I'm really looking at it, few years), it seems to have all caught up with me. My body has decided to shut down and go into a complete flare of my illnesses, and my heart and soul are battling with the emotional backlash from being sick and losing my best friend. I found Christmas especially hard. And tonight being New Years I once again feel very emotional.
I might post some Goals for 2015 tomorrow. I dislike New Years Resolutions, however I feel there are some things I'd like to try and achieve in 2015.
Until next time,
B.
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Hi B.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad blogging has been a help to you. I'm lucky that I don't often feel I can't share things on my blog as I have a very supportive group of people around me, some of whom read do my blog. I have posts that I'm unable to share on my personal blog though, because it relates to family members. I'm a contributor to another blog that fewer family & friends know about. I use this to write posts I'm unable to post on my blog when the need arrises. I just wanted to let you know that's an option for you too. I'm here for you if you need me.
Tania Xx