And so it begins!

I've tried to find ways to explore my daily battles and struggles with life through a variety of different avenues. Sadly my aliases would be discovered and I then found it hard to fully express how I felt. After negative posts I would have friends questioning me when I really just wanted to be left alone. About 7 years ago I began blogging and I found that very helpful. So I figured I'd try again and hope I'm not "found out". Sometimes you need to get your thoughts and feelings out into the atmosphere without being questioned.
The past week or so I've really been dealing with such a variety of thoughts and emotions. After such a hard, awful, brutal few months, (or if I'm really looking at it, few years), it seems to have all caught up with me. My body has decided to shut down and go into a complete flare of my illnesses, and my heart and soul are battling with the emotional backlash from being sick and losing my best friend. I found Christmas especially hard. And tonight being New Years I once again feel very emotional.
I might post some Goals for 2015 tomorrow. I dislike New Years Resolutions, however I feel there are some things I'd like to try and achieve in 2015.

Until next time,
B.